It's easy, we all falter.

Dreams.
A dream can be defined as a state of mind marked by abstraction or release from reality.
And though where I want to go right now could be nothing more than a dream,
nothing more than a mere abstract of the innocent mind in all of us,
nothing more than a beautiful release from the painful reality that we all live in,
a dream could still come true, am i not right?
So I hope, god willing, for this dream to come true.
And only then can I say that all this while, it was a premonition rather than a dream,
and only then can I be content, with what I would have, with what I would get.

Maybe not now, perhaps maybe later? hah I certainly hope so.